Ephemeral Tribulation

I was surprised when I opened my mailbox yesterday and found this letter from my bebe. I am so touched and I would like to share it to everybody… Here it is:

Okay, so I obviously had not been blogging for..lemme see…months? As much as I hate to admit it, I really don’t have any good excuse (not that I need one)…I was either too lazy to update this blog, or, I just thought that I didn’t have anything to write about.

Winter is almost over, ALMOST. God knows when Spring will come. I hate winter clothes, they make me look like a dressed-up penguin. I mean, despite of loosing weight, I’m still on the chubby side (not to mention that my height doesn’t even reach five feet) and 3 layers of thick clothing just doesn’t suit me.

I couldn’t say that Christmas and New Year’s Day had been a blastbut at least I was able to celebrate with my husband, just the two of us :). My in-laws went to Goa for a vacation last December. They stayed there for forty days, but mom told me there wasn’t enough time. Well at least they got to go to the casino and attend some parties.

I still couldn’t believe that I’ve been married to my hubby for a year now (Wow!), no babies yet, we devided not to have babies til after the church wedding. We’re both not in a hurry, we gotta make sure everything is settled before we bring li’l Timi’s and Sanju’s in the world. We’re both excited about the thought of having kids though.

My husband got a new job in an American company here in Kuwait, he just joined this month. He’s supposed to be in-charge of the whole fleet of 300 vehicles that they rent and sell to the military or something like that. They offered him accomodation and a car, and since he still dun have a driving license, they said they’ll arrange it for him. He does know how to drive,but he still needed to get to a driving school or something. He said it’s a very tiring job, and he does overtime most of the time, but he said he’s happy. His boss is kewl too. Met the guy last week, and Mom’s very fond of him. Hubby and Mike(the new boss) act as if they’re best of friends now. Hehehe, probably because they both think alike ( too much alike sometimes that it’s scary..hehehe). 

Oh well, I just pray that everyhting goes well with my husband. Yesterday Mike told him that he’ll be promoted or something, after 14 days of joining he’ll be promoted! Isn’t it great? I hope I get a kewl job too.

Cure My Tragedy (A Letter to God) - Cold

Remember all the times we used to play
You were lost and I would save you
I don’t think those feelings will ever fade
You were born apart of me
I was never good at hiding anything
My thoughts break me, do you understand
what you mean to me
You are my faith
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Don’t take her smile away from me
Shes broken and I’m far away
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Won’t you cure my tragedy
If you make the world a stage for me
Then I hope you can hear me scream
(Won’t you cure my tragedy)
When I sit and think of the days we shared
and the nights you covered for me
Every little thing that I ever did
You would stand by me
Every time you would cry it would take my wind
My heart would break
If I could be strong like you were for me
You are my faith
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Don’t take her smile away from me
She’s broken and I’m far away
If you made the world a stage for me
Then i hope that you could hear me scream
Can you hear me scream
Can you hear me scream
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Don’t take her smile away from me
She’s broken and I’m far away
Won’t you cure my tragedy
Won’t you cure my tragedy
If you made the world a stage for me
then i hope that you can hear me scream
I can’t take this anymore
I can’t feel this anymore
Won’t you take and give her pain to me
Cause my whole life I’ve made mistakes
Can you hear me scream
Can you hear me scream

Ramadan had started two weeks ago (I think…), and, as this Muslims’ Holy Month goes by, I am slowly acquiring a certain dislike for it. The reason for this is quite simple actually—the changes in working hours completely disrupted, not only our daily, but our weekly routines as well. Now, I couldn’t get to catch my sister online since we have to eat lunch at 3pm and our dinner at 12 midnight (hubby and dad-in-law works 2 shifts: 1st shift ends at 230pm, 2nd shift ends at 11pm), cancel our Thursday night-outs (which I reaaallly look forward to every week since that’s the only time we can be alone together for a looongg time), wait until it’s 7pm til we go roaming on Fridays, no eating out for breakfast and lunch, and, my husband ends up too tired to even spend quality time with me during his afternoon breaks because of his lack of sleep *catches her breath* I hate Ramadan. >.<

Oh well, 2 more weeks I guess.

Been down with Teh Flu for the past few days. Am ok now. Well, sort of…Mom told me it’s because of the change in weather. Summer is almost over and it’s going to be autumn soon. Yey for me. Goodbye to uber hot tap water and what seemed to be never-ending-sunstrokes.

I wish it’s autumn soon, Mom(mom-in-law) told me that the weather would mostly be like what it was like during spring, and I LOVE SPRING, so I would most probably love autumn too. She also said we’ll be attending parties like heck starting the end of this month, which is great. I might need to do some shopping soon though…

I’m supposed to tutor the neighbor’s 10 year old kid today. He’s here now, and he has this big, and I mean BIG hatred for studies. Kind of irritating actually, hehe.

Yeah,okay, so I decided to make a new blog here in Friendster–I just hope that I’ll be able to update this frigging thing often. So anyway, I just finished tweaking it up a bit, so I figured I’ll post something that really has no sense whatsoever—and that’s going to be this post. So…

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Bye! :D.